Happiness is…

to me…happiness is comfort & love & contentment.

My cats, my kid, my best friend, the people in my head…the things that make me smile…having that is what happiness is.

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Write about a time you felt beautiful

I honestly can’t think of 1.  I can think of a few times I felt cute or adorable or even pretty but never beautiful.  I just feel like I’m too cute to ever really be considered beautiful so have never thought of myself that way.  I know that flies in the face of so much but it’s the truth.  For me…cute is natural & just how I am.  To feel like I was what I think of beautiful would require so much work & effort…it just doesn’t sound or feel right to me.  I’d rather enjoy my time just being my cute little self.  *chuckles* Just how I see things.

Just some thoughts I’ve been having

Over the last couple of weeks, I have come to realize something.  My little side…the awkward, shy, silly, innocent & naive yet curious & just learning to deal with her hormones (since she’s preteen) bundle of silliness…is in charge of pretty much my whole life.  She’s the 1 who helped me realize that fear is what drives most of my life so I could start working on dealing with that & maybe living the life I would like to have…or at least 1 I was more happy than content with.  She’s also the 1 who lately has been making sure I don’t get into any stupid or damaging relationships because if a man gives her no attention or ignores her…he ain’t getting none of the rest of me either because she will make damned sure of it.  She is the reason I feel for the first time in a while I’m worth doing this & that I have to do this even when it sucks shit & all I wanna do is stuff my face till the pain & fear goes away & she refuses to let me do it & as much as it pisses me off & frustrates me I’m grateful that some part of me finally has stepped up & taken control in a good way & is making me be the woman that those who know me best have always known I could be.

TMI Tuesday

I know it’s been a few days for this but here goes!

Happy TMI Tuesday. Get creative–be funny, strange, sexy or whatever but fill-in those blanks below.

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1. My best friend is annoying & has more personalities than me but is still 1 of the most amazing people I know & I’m lucky to know her .

2. A cat  lover is all I could want, need, or ask for .

3. If you only know one thing about me it should be that I think belches & farts are funny & that I snort when I laugh…unfortunately causing 1 of the other 2 to happen more than often than not .

4. Jalapeno cheese dip & popcorn  is the best snack  in the world.

5. A man and a brassiere  walk into a bar and the bartender says what’s up brah .

6. I like to eat Reese’s peanut butter pumpkins  in fall.

Bonus:  I can’t stay dry  if it rains but I can shake my head to dry it like a big old drowned rat .